Recharge with Beauty

day 30, I was recharged by beauty!

I was so tired, yesterday I was starving for dinner and couldn’t wash, I felt like I had fainted and woken up, but the morning sun was already knocking on my window. I don’t have anything else to do, but I feel like I need to eat and do something.

 I felt like I was in a bad state, but I had a slight fever on my head, and most of all, I had a sore throat, and I was coughing from time to time, and I felt like I was in a bad mood, but it was clear that I couldn’t march like this.

 After a quick bowl of fried rice, I decided to take a day off, but even in the middle of the day, the cold wind was burrowing into my bed, and I wondered if this was tropical Laos.

 Normally, if it were someone like me, it would have been difficult for the doctors to eat, and I lived my life as if my colds had nothing to do with me, but after being buried in bed under the covers all day, I realized that it wasn’t so bad.

 However, I had a body ache that I thought I would only need to rest for a day, and I was worried that I might be in a long battle after being stuck for three days and three nights, but I was still picked up by a kind-hearted French tourist who was passing by.

 With the help of aspirin, which was the only emergency medicine, and the fresh mountain air, I relieved it little by little, and after a few days, I was alone in the corner of the room, and I was able to pull out all the thoughts that I had not been able to do.

 There was nothing to do but pretend to be heard, but then I turned around and was on top of it again. And I saw that the entrance to my summit, like that enemy, had to go a long way back, to the days of smoking tigers once upon a time.

 When I was a child, I thought, “What are you going to be when you grow up in Yidam?” I think it’s because when adults ask me, I don’t hesitate to say that I’m going to be a president with no dreams, but I think it’s true that it’s a little different when you stop saying that it’s just a kid trying it.

 That’s because he continued to do it even after he was in his twenties, and he was already campaigning for the presidency 30 years later. Is it a ‘geg concert’ out of nowhere? I don’t know if you can say,

 Even though I was already an adult at the time, I was able to tell everyone I knew and everyone I met that I was going to ask for a vote, which was really absurd, but it wasn’t that bad, so I was able to at least achieve my goal.

 At the time, I had a good reason. I think it’s inevitable to make a sub-statement for a moment, but if I go back a little bit to make it easier to understand, I think I’ll have to go back a little bit further to get behind my birth that I don’t even want to see.

 Originally, I lived on the top of the moon town overlooking the Han River in Seoul, filling out the birth registration form and growing up, in a background that was not very well-off, but as my living situation gradually improved, I made several descents.

 When he said he was going to be president, he came down to the entrance of the moon town and lived there. When I was an adolescent student, my new house had a nice inner room, and on the other side of the fence in front of me, there were a lot of well-thought-out Western-style houses that had just been built.

 Naturally, as I began to move between poverty and wealth, to see and learn from their strengths and weaknesses, and to know what was right and wrong, I inadvertently fueled the duality that is latent within all human beings.

 In particular, with his young eyes that could only see at random, he had no choice but to learn on his own the greatness and greatness of money, fame, and power, as he walked back and forth between the poles and the poles that can be said to be the difference between heaven and earth, and the princes in the world literature collections of the Western-style houses.

 As I became familiar with the words “normalcy and success”, I learned that “where there is a will, there is a way”, and I looked over my shoulder at any book, and as the joke goes, “A restaurant dog cooks ramen in three years.”

 I was able to broaden my common sense, but most of all, I was more firmly believing that “knowledge is power,” and I was finding myself in books by relying on books for everything. And coincidentally, as soon as I became a university student, I started my social life and started making money myself.

 Gradually, I realized the importance of interpersonal relationships, and as I began to focus my attention on psychology and Eastern philosophy, I decided that if I wasn’t a golden spoon, I would have to keep my head on it, and I decided that it was my property to make sure that everyone made a clear impression of me.

 “ I want to be president in 30 years, so don’t forget to vote for me,” he said, and that was the reason why I had to sell the president, that I chose something a little special in order to make it clear to my opponents. 

 Of course, he didn’t necessarily want to be president in 30 years. No, he knew it wasn’t his place to look, and he just wanted you to remember him as a quirky but decent guy who challenged the top of the presidency.

 Luckily, it wasn’t a bad perception, so it helped them at least remember me, and I was relatively successful in both phases of my life, as I managed the voters from the first impression and kept the relationship going smoothly with the utmost kindness and generosity.

 As I learned business management at an early age, finished my university life, and started a full-fledged social life, I became accustomed to being more special than my peers, and I was able to become the foundation for challenging myself to reach the top despite my own ups and downs.

 In the end, at that time, I was able to take on the challenge of studying abroad only for the truly chosen, which can be said to be the eye of a needle, and I was able to leave without fear, and I came all the way around the world as a foreign journalist of my dreams, realizing the hardship  of the past.

 But as I invariably moved from pole to pole, I found that a little happiness is more humane than the solitude of a desolate summit, in a cozy mountain valley, as a free spirit, just as it is true that the equator is more inhabitable than the north and south poles.  

 It was only then that I began to reflect on how wrong I had lived, and I think this trip was a process of confirming and sorting out those thoughts, but now that I think about it, I have been living my life as an absurd idiot who has been brainwashed into being truly special.

 I could only laugh heartily and there seemed to be no further explanation. As someone once said, “The older a man gets, the more he feeds on memories”, No matter how much Aung Daung lived, it is said that it is a beautiful time after it has passed,

 Still, in the midst of yesterday’s time of joy and sorrow, choosing the general rather than the extraordinary, the second rather than the first, simplicity over complexity, and the cozy valley over the barren summit could have contributed to one’s own happiness a  little more. I wanted to.

 In short, I want to get rid of vanity and luxury, be true to my own substance, and just live freely and leisurely. What kind  of “ghost washing” do you do? I don’t know if I can say that, it’s just that that’s how I feel right now.

 Come to think of it, it’s not funny, but I don’t know the topic and I think it’s a lot of gibberish, but at this point, I’m going back to my original place, and I’m going to keep going on my way, and I’m going to think more about the summit later.

 I decided that the first thing to do was to shake off my seat for a few days and get back on the road. And so, between the dazzling blue skies, the white clouds, and  the fragrant turquoise winds,  I am walking in the freshest weather for traveling  .

 However, perhaps because I had a hard time for a few days, the morning and evening fluctuations were worse than common sense, so I decided not to forget that I had to be extra  careful with the cold wind. It seemed certain that Laos would end  its six-month rainy season and enter the six-month dry season.

 It is clear that Laos belongs to the tropical climate zone, but the mountainous area of the central and eastern parts of the  country from now on is  not much different from the weather in the early autumn of Korea, and the area around  Nakgai, which is the first gateway from the south to the north-central region, is

 The feeling of the cold mountain breeze was  creeping  into  my collar as time  passed.For me, the weather is a little cooler than the sweltering heat, and in the atmosphere  of the mountains  ,

 It seemed to me that  the many people who live ordinary lives with humility as a virtue, with their innocence and goodness as unspoiled, choose  themselves modestly within their own sphere and  live contentedly  with that reality, are blessing the path I am taking.

 Yes!  The skies of Laos today  are teaching me that even if you are not glamorous or wealthy, if you truly live  up to your responsibilities as a member of Mother Nature  , you can be beautiful enough, no matter who you are  .